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Tuesday, November 9th, 2004

Time:12:51 am.
I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know its best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Courtesy of Absolutelyric.com
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Time:12:51 am.
i'm absolutely fucked now . i cant sleep and its 2.30 in the morning . its been so long since i updated hence why i'm writing this now . i've got to be awake by 8 tomorrow , working on a public holiday . can this get any worse ? i shouldnt have taken the last ciggrate . i stopped for sometime now . everything went wrong today and i still manage to get by the day by smiling . still there's still somethings that tear at your heart . i dont know why it still matters to me now . i know for a long time now it's useless and it's gonna tear me up apart yet i insisted on it . result is what i am today now . i forgotten the day i lost so many of my friends . its been 3 years now i've been staying alone . i dont have any close friends i can talk to . i dont even have friends that would call me out for a drink . my birthday's on friday and i've to work late that night also . i'm going to have a birthday gathering at my place . first time i'm having it and the guest list aint looking good at all . i forsee it's only less than 5 person coming . what a way to celebrate . so many times i feel like just lying there and bleed . would it make life easier ? i remember God then and put those thought away tucked into the deep recess of my mind again . this solitude is taking a toll on me . i need help . am i crying for sympathy ? i dont know . i dont know anything anymore . this chapter of my life seems a blur to me . everything i know doesnt matter anymore . no one cares , no one gives a damn . that's the reality of my life .
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Time:12:51 am.
[currently reading|MCSE Training Kit for Windos 2000 Professional]
[currently playing|Neverwinter Nights as a monk]
[currently watching|]
[days gone without ciggrate|0]

Marty wakes up at home with a huge hangover. He forces himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins and a glass of water on the side table. He sits down and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. Marty looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotless, clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins and notices a note on the table. "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to go shopping. Love You!"
So he goes to the kitchen and sure enough there is a hot breakfast and the morning newspaper. His son is also at the table, eating. Marty asks, "Son, what happened last night?"
His son says, "Well, you came home around 3 AM, drunk and delirious. Broke some furniture, puked in the hallway, and gave yourself a black eye when you stumbled into the door." Confused, Marty asks, "So, why is everything in order and so clean, and breakfast is on the table waiting for me?"
His son replies, "Oh, that! Mom dragged you to the bedroom, and when she tried to take your pants off, you said, "Lady leave me alone! I'm married!"


Self-induced hangover -- $100.00

Broken furniture -- $2,000.00

Breakfast -- $10.00

Saying The Right Thing While Drunk -- PRICELESS
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Time:12:51 am.
[currently reading|Deception Point - Dan Brown]
[currently playing|Neverwinter Nights as a monk]
[currently watching|12 Kingdom]
[days gone without ciggrate|0]

work work work .. busy period to stock up on some cash .
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Time:12:51 am.
[currently reading|The Bible]
[currently playing|Neverwinter Nights - Shadow of Undretide]
[currently watching|Collateral]
[days gone without ciggrate|0]

damn i've gone missing close to a month now . time really flies and i think i've turn from a biographer to a purist . that's according to a posting from Rudy .

lets see where i've been for the past month , another couple of days and i'll be back from KL for 2 months already . i'm still jobless but the good news is i've got an interview soon for a part/full time position hopefully in management but most likely in sales . another franchise for Optus which is owned by Singtel . same shit with my previous employment before i quit . isnt it just ironic ... i tried so hard to get out of it and ended up in it anyway . things beginning to start falling into place . wynnie's been here since i got back and now she's leaving on friday . my aunt with her hubby coming the following monday . i'm dead broke too hence the job . i'm getting desperate . that's that

yes i've been reading the Bible , your eyes didnt deceive you . i put it aside long enough now and i've picked up where i left off not because i have a sudden flash of redemption but its just a time in my life i fill it up while i'm not too absorb in committing sins . that brings me into an interesting conclusion i came up with . the church would have slowly die off without charismatic church but charismatic church is similar to a rock concert except the star is the Lord . worship and prayers included but sometimes sermon may not . power of charismatic church comes from the unity and youth strength that portays it . catholic church , good place to contemplate and seek the inner peace . strict ritual and roman style organ accompany by choir . christian group offers close knit company of similar belief , too close for me call . my choice , any one of them when its the right one for me . each have their pros and cons so it doesnt matter to me . this sounds weird to you people but dont condemn me . i believe the Lord's kingdom is not bound to anything but around you . in things , living or inanimated .

i'm out of shape , worse off before i started . ciggrate the main cause , never . its always the user . a gun doesnt kill , people kill . wanted to started at least have a jog around but smart pants me decided to walk barefoot one fine sunday . sweaty feets will definately destroy my pairs of loafers . comfy but bad for walking long . having blisters in both feet . hopefully with my job now , 3 months later get a car and i'll be able to do something more about my body . damn this world for it's money . barter was doing fine .

there's no good or bad . there's not right or wrong . there's only a set of moral values you set for yourself as you grow up experiencing everything you come across . it better conform to the public's when you are past judgement at that present time . so what is there anymore then ?

up to today , i come across 2 person whose confident not in self or life but seeing themself there so far that it contridicts what i believe in . randomness is a natural order of life that people go through length to predict the next event . it would be advantages but there's always the x factor you can't account for . i realise it's been why i'm so lost at the moment . the last time it was when i graduated from high school . luckily that wasnt such a bad decision , i came out alright . not worse to wear , a lil wiser . of course i have goals in life but i dont see it clearly enough to say yes i'm able to do it . i'm taking it as it comes , that's all i can do now . the 2 person i mention , one of them was Rudy . being only 19 or so i've been told , he knows what he's talking . what he's capable of and what he's doing . interesting character to look upon . speaking of characters , my Sim 2 character is a mirror of me . it's amazing all the parameter's that you can account for it could be reflected in a game . even the 3D picture i've taken , that's how i see myself .

what else am i missing out ..
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Friday, October 15th, 2004

Time:2:21 pm.
Have you still not figured it out....Why men die first??

If you put a woman on a pedestal and try to protect her from the rat race...you're a male chauvinist.

If you stay home and do the housework...you're gay.

If you work too hard...there's never any time for her.
If you don't work enough...you're a good-for-nothing lazy prick.

If she has a boring repetitive job with low pay...this is exploitation.
If you have a boring repetitive job with low pay.....you should get off your lazy ass and find something better.

If you get a promotion ahead of her...that is favouritism.
If she gets a job ahead of you......it's equal opportunity.

If you mention how nice she looks......it's sexual harassment.
If you keep quiet ..........it's male indifference.

If you cry............you're a wimp.
If you don't....................you're an insensitive bastard.

If you make a decisi on without consulting her.........you're a chauvinist.
If she makes a decision without consulting you......she's a liberated

If you ask her to do something she doesn't enjoy....... that's domination.
If she asks you.........it's a favour.

If you appreciate the female form and frilly underwear......you're a pervert. If you don't..............you're gay.

If you like a woman to shave her legs and keep in shape...........you're sexist.
If you don't...............you're unromantic.

If you try to keep yourself in shape................you're vain.
If you don't...........you're a slob.

If you buy her flowers.............you're after something.
If you don't .................you're not thoughtful.

If you're proud of your achievements........you're full of sh*t.
If you're not....................you're not ambitious.

If she has a headache............she's tired.
If you have a headache.......... ...you don't love her anymore.

If you want it too often.........you're oversexed.
If you don't................there must be someone else.

Men die first..................BECAUSE THEY ARE FORCED TO!!!!
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Time:2:04 pm.
[currently reading|The Council of Blades - Paul Kidd]
[currently playing|The Sims 2]
[currently watching|Detective Conan The Movie 1]
[days gone without ciggrate|0]

ciggrate butt on my ashtray ... my smoking habits are back . i smoked more since i got back to melbourne , maybe's the weather , maybe it's the environment . it calms me down and helps me get through my day easier .

there's been so much material i wanted to blog but just couldnt find the strength to do it . initial 2 weeks i've been trying to adjust my body to a better sleeping habit .

was in adelaide for the first time in my life . there's more to a place than just it's clubs and activities as i soon discover . sitting on top of a backyard hill , i could see miles and miles of pictorial scenery . not those of tourist attraction , just plain river bends , forest reserve and unclustered houses . i could spend my later years there . the entire trip wasnt too bad though it did do damage to my already dire financial state . i just needed to get away for a couple of days .. speaking of which , i've spend a bomb going on roaming for a particular person . though she doesnt realise this but i know i'm doing the right thing

fast forward to the present time , i've been home for a couple of days now . going through stacks of newspaper and now soon to embark on the cyber world looking for job . just finish applying for a couple of jobs . the one i really hope comes through is the applications graduate program offered by melbourne city . it just fits everything i've .

i made up my mind already if opportunity comes knocking at my door , i will move to sydney provided it will sustain me sufficiently to make the move . i dont want to leave victoria , its just too beautiful a city to live in .
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Friday, October 8th, 2004

Time:4:58 am.
[currently reading|The Mage in the Iron Mask - Brian Thomsen]
[currently playing|Neverwinter Nights]
[currently watching|Naruto #101]
[days gone without ciggrate|0]

back on broadband , will blog tonight . a dose of naruto currently , a good laughter for a change
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Wednesday, September 29th, 2004

Time:1:47 am.
online with a dial-up account which isn't even mine is ... slow . will update when my broadband comes through . wish me luck also on my job hunting
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Thursday, September 16th, 2004

Time:9:08 pm.
i've got a problem . much appreciated if anyone can help . my computer decided to take a plunge just before i went back to KL . i had to reinstall the entire OS and so far so good except that i cant recall what i did to install a device . PCI bus 0 , device 31 , function 3 . i remember encountering this problem before and it took me a while to get it fix . any suggestion ?
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Time:10:58 am.
[currently reading|King Pinch - David Cook]
[currently playing|]
[currently watching|]
[days gone without ciggrate|0]

the day just gets better ....

i'm back in melbourne now . downgraded to dial-up . cant afford broadband at the moment ...

events as it unfolds
left KL
reach KLIA
had dinner
waited for Wyn-nie's brother
bought duty-free stuff
last called - first time in life
rest bordering on discomfort
announcement for wyn-nie to meet ground crew
last few to get luggage bag
electrical fly swatter confiscated
rented car
stuck in traffic - first time
stomach ache
reach home sweet home
run errands
mind vs body ... sleep vs eat
7 hours of blissful sleep
leftover dinner
computer maintenance
sleepless till 5
awake 7 or so i thought
computer breakdown at service station
reach too early to return car
spilt hot tea
return car and realise rental too expensive (bad preminition before ... didnt bother to check details when signing)
took train
went to bank - not open till 9.30 (most clocks were dead so inaccurate time setting .. bad timing also)
took bus
reach home
pay bills (i'm broke)
writting blog (cough seems inevitable)
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Sunday, September 12th, 2004

Time:5:06 am.
[currently reading|The Lone Drow - R.A. Salvatore]
[currently playing|Warcraft 3:The Frozen Throne Dday Xtreme]
[currently watching|]
[days gone without ciggrate|0]

modem down again so no updates till i get back to melbourne i think ......
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Tuesday, September 7th, 2004

Time:4:04 am.
[currently reading|]
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[days gone without ciggrate|0]

Oxford Dictionary's latest definition of the following words

Boss: Someone who is early when you are late and late when you are early.

Doctor: A person who kills your ills by pills, and kills you with his bills.

Divorce: Future tense of marriage.

Cigarette: A pinch of tobacco rolled in paper with fire at one end & a fool on the other.

Lecture: An art of transferring information from the notes of the Lecturer to the notes of the students without passing through the minds of either.

Conference: The confusion of one man multiplied by the number present.

Compromise: The art of dividing a cake in such a way that everybody believes he got the biggest piece.

Tears: The hydraulic force by which masculine willpower is defeated by feminine waterpower.

Dictionary: A place where success comes before work.

Conference Room: A place where everybody talks, nobody listens and everybody disagrees later on.

Classic: A book, which people praise, but do not read.

Smile: A curve that can set a lot of things straight.

Office: A place where you can relax after your strenuous home life.

Yawn: The only time some married men ever get to open their mouth.

Etc.: A sign to make others believe that you know more than you actually do.

Committee: Individuals who can do nothing individually and sit to decide that nothing can be done together.

Experience: The name men give to their mistakes.

Atom Bomb: An invention to end all inventions.

Philosopher: A fool who torments himself during life, to be spoken of when dead.

Diplomat: A person who tells you to go to hell in such a way that you actually look forward to the trip.

Opportunist: A person who starts taking bath if he accidentally falls into a river.

Optimist: A person who while falling from Eiffel tower says in midway "See I am not injured yet."

Miser: A person who lives poor so that he can die rich.

Father: A banker provided by nature.

Criminal: A guy no different from the rest.... except that he got caught.

Politician: One who shakes your hand before elections and your confidence after.
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Sunday, September 5th, 2004

Time:5:28 am.
[currently reading|]
[currently playing|Neighbours from Hell]
[currently watching|secret window]
[days gone without ciggrate|0]

just got back from nouvo or more precisely from sobering-session from lotus mamak bangsar . its been a really good night , my decision to put on my best looking outfit didn't fail me . joey said i overdress but what the heck , i look damn good . a lil formal wear doesnt hurt from time to time . praises coming from everywhere .. well mostly anyway ... lets recap the past week

my usual time to swim . its such a blessing having to work out without the public hassling you . i had an entire lane to myself for the session . came so damn close to reach 50 laps per hour . missed it by another 5 minutes again but after all i have a goal to achieve now . my shoulders are beginning to take shape yet my weight still stayed the same ... damned . well i'm putting on muscle mass after all which is erm .. good i guess . cant help it

nothing much happening yesterday except dropping in joey's place to hang out with the gals (sarah , wyn-nie , rachel) . kunip dropped by and joey's sister shiela came from johor bahru . she showed us her wedding ring with was awesome . getting married next year sometime in july . wyn-nie didnt had her dinner yet so we headed to sri murni in ss2 . i had burger ramly while sarah had roti canai . wyn-nie had "lou shiu fun" or direct translation "rat tail noodle's" claypot and rachel had roti telur . we shared a mango lassi with lychee , watermelon scoops and jelly cubes . not bad for a night of unwinding . i just had to be out

woke up in the arvo to have lunch with my mom and youngest bro at hartamas . japanese food was on the menu .. nothing fantastic , i just had to have sukiyaki . its only provided for the jap on special occasions because of the lack of meat in their diet . it suck big time for me , lack of material and it just wasnt right . well so much for that ... came home later and slept for a while . long night ahead . headed to my best mates place for a game of snooker . boy have i hadnt played for a while , suck big time on it . headed to the seafood restaurant later for dinner . it was still early so i ended up at a local cybercafe for more Lan gaming . reach nouvo later in the night and party on people . it was the first time since i started to get really pissed . well i didnt ended up pissed but really had a good time thanx to the company i had . this is a shout out to joey , jai , kunip , sam , su , wyn-nie , sarah , rachel , ayu , shikin , vivian + jasmine (twins but not partenal .. dont ask me) , shan and those i cant recall their names . it was really great to have you people around , party on ~ . proceed to lotus bangsar for some much needed sobering up and here i am again rambling on ... so much for a weekend .. its gonna be another wild week for me

i was told twice this week that my words sometimes does hit the spot , hurting the people i care without thinking of the consequences . that's just me , i'm sorry . i can be at times too straight to the point till i failed to realise what i've said . its just my own opinion that no one's born evil , so i always say what's in my mind . still that always land me in hot waters . i just feel like sometime this world have so much prejudice towards other people's intention that it makes living such a hard thing to do . what happen to the time where if someone does something kind it was with no ulterior motive at all . doesnt kindness decides to on an opposite role at the turn of the century . light up , sometimes good things just happen so keep an open mind . i know i am
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Thursday, September 2nd, 2004

Time:2:41 am.
[currently reading|]
[currently playing|Neighbours from Hell 2]
[currently watching|]
[days gone without ciggrate|1]

50 down , another 50 to go . that's what im aiming for . came so close at achieving it today .. 50 laps in an hour . had the mental block cleared and finally my physical part can't kept it all together . final 10 laps and i had only 8 minutes . crapped ....

*pin searches block on memory disc*
arvo .. woke up late 15 minutes after switching off my mobile's alarm only to hear the grandfather clock rang 12 . picked up wyn-nie and had to message sarah we'll be late . after having sarah in the car , we headed to maccas .. my only 2nd attempt at it since i was back in KL . 3 1/2 weeks .. not too bad considering i will definately have it once a week when i was back in melbourne . drove to ampang's hock choon to pick up the groceries for the night's barbe at wyn-nie's place . small group only , wyn's girl bonding with sarah . im just there to make the crowd hehe . free dinner and 2 pretty lass to accompany me . what else could i ask for . drop the gals at wyn's place so i headed home to get my gear . droppped my bro at the light rail transit station near the national stadium area cos there's where the national aquatic centre is also . that was 40 laps and felt great after that . later in the evening , was at wyn's place to start the fire and got right into the cooking . at the beginning .. there was ... charred chicken wings . damn fatty msian wings , fat tissue causing the fire to flame up .

well that was that .. later on lai sun (another friend i havent seen in a while) and steve (his sidekick) dropped by with more ice cubes . sitting around and chatting till 11 . then they decided to move with the condition when we do encounter the first traffic jam , we're gonna u-vee back . no point getting stuck in traffic while the countdown starts (its msia's independent day celebration with fireworks but mainly we were just heading down to club and drink) so i headed home to shower and changed . picked the gals up , 10 minutes later we had to turn back cos of the massive traffic congestion . the gals were so hyped up about clubbing so was such a turn off for them . i happily dropped the gals home and headed to Lan gaming . nothing like shooting off someone's head without having to go to jail . drop by wyn's place again for some mary jane's and watched garfield while sarah went to bed . i was bored and flipped through the movie collection she had . "the ring" .. sweet sweet . popped it on and i couldnt understand the entire story . not that there was anything terrifying at all , what a waste of time but naomi watts did do good . managed to finish the night's potato salad , kudos to sarah on this . havent had a decent salad for ages .

came up at 5.30 that morning so i figured why sleep when i've to be awake in 2 hours time for the soccer game . hung around and online till i realise it was at 9 to 10 . damned so i sms my mate to call me when he's awake because i wont be so i went to bed . picked up him and we headed to school for the game . the other guys arrived later on and by first half , everyone was punctured , i was half way there but still going except that my toe nails was a lil long so when i came to an abrupt stop , it kinda hurt . finished up at 1 and we decided to have lunch at maccas again . not bad , i had more maccas this week that my entire stay back in KL . more Lan gaming and finally i reached home at 4.30 . all i can remember was that waking up for dinner for 1/2 hour and waking up again at noon yesterday .

had lunch and was off for another swim at 3 . came home had dinner and had to unwind for the entire week so met up with wyn-nie again for coffee . caffeine fix for the week , starbucks plaza mont kiara with black forrest cake . came home , more hours on the idiot box and here i am now rambling away ...

this is madness , its always the last few weeks before you leave when things began to pick up . i'm so gonna be burned out again this weekend with what's planned . will let you in on more when i have the time ... till then adios
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Sunday, August 29th, 2004

Time:4:16 am.
came across this interesting article written by Andy Rooney from CBS's 60 Minutes

"As I grow in age, I value women who are over 30 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 30 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think.

If a woman over 30 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting.

A woman over 30 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is,what she is, what she wants and from whom.

Few women past the age of 30 give a damn what you might think about her or what she's doing.

Women over 30 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant.

Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you, if they think they can get away with it.

Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated.

A woman over 30 has the self-assurance to introduce you to her women friends. A younger woman with a man will often ignore even her best friend because she doesn't trust the guy with other women.

Women over 30 couldn't care less if you're attracted to her friends because she knows her friends won't betray her.

Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 30. They always know.

A woman over 30 looks good wearing bright red lipstick. This is not true of younger women or drag queens.

Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 30 is far sexier than her younger counterpart.

Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell you right off if you are a jerk if you are acting like one! You don't ever have to wonder where you stand with her.

Yes, we praise women over 30 for a multitude of reasons. Unfortunately, it's not reciprocal. For every stunning, smart, well-coiffed hot woman of 30+, there is a bald, paunchy relic in yellow pants making a fool of himself with some 22-year-old waitress.

Ladies, I apologize."

For all those men who say, "Why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free". Here's an update for you. Nowadays 80% of women are against marriage, why? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire Pig, just to get a little sausage...
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Time:3:49 am.
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[days gone without ciggrate|0]

i'm recovering from a sore throat at the moment . its getting better by the day but hampered my daily workout . only managed to do 30 laps this week and that was on a leisure place because swam at royal selangor golf club . superbly clean pool but it could kill any living thing in its water if it stayed any longer than 1/2 day . that's why i dont like public pool that much , the chlorine is just horrendous . i rather pay a few bucks to get into the national aquatic's pool

just finish 10 sticks of nicotine today . guess the stress been piling up since my departure date is closer . its time to face reality , this past 3 1/2 months seems to surreal . never in my life i've bummed for that long before spending my own money . well all good things must come to an end . its been a great and could only get better this coming weeks . why do things always must come to an end when it starts to get good ? point to ponder ....

need to get started on my new book . i've another 6 books to read at the moment , might just last me long enough to get me through after i return back to melbourne . part of me can't wait to get back there cos most of my belonging are there but part of me just want to go on with the current life i'm in . you can never have the best of both worlds , sacrifice sacrifice .. urgh . that's all i have to say for now , am just a lil frustrated
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Thursday, August 26th, 2004

Time:1:03 am.
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"Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread ...
" - Arvil Lavigne
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Monday, August 23rd, 2004

Time:3:12 am.
[currently reading|David Cook - Soldier of Ice]
[currently playing|Unreal Tournament 2004]
[currently watching|Detective Conan]
[days gone without ciggrate|1]

curious when i came across a conversation about your own identity . how do you really see yourself . do changing your attitude and view makes you lose your identity ? how far is it to say you lost your identity when you change ? sometime an event launches yourself to look inwards and see what's been happening . im sure i've changed . for the better or for the worse , that is to be said . my excuse for the change , life's been a bitch to me for a very long time now . i kept saying to myself "if you keep doing the same thing , you'll end up with the same result" . its also because im adapting to new situation as it arise . this is not to justify what im going through but simply a reminder to myself in the future to let me know what's happening at this hour and at this moment in my life . its something like a time capsule for myself only electronically . my mind's in a jumble at the moment . today just aint my day . there's always tomorrow , look forward . get a hold of yourself . its time to move
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Sunday, August 22nd, 2004

Time:5:17 am.
[currently reading|David Cook - Soldier of Ice]
[currently playing|Unreal Tournament 2004]
[currently watching|Detective Conan]
[days gone without ciggrate|0]

just got back from supper . was at nouvo again before that . same ritual only it gets better every week . been a straight 3 weeks since i started . had my first puff and only puff tonight cos i realise either way im a second hand smoker . maybe that's why i could go on a couple of days without it and having to inhale large quantity on saturday lol

friday was a busy day for me as i accumulated a lot of things to do . something of a batch processing (alert nerd talk) that i prefer but i've got to change my attitude on this . damn dylan change for the better . dont leave things to the last minute again . its been a tiring 23 years . anyway woke up in the arvo and had my lunch . left the house only at 2pm cos the car wasnt around . headed towards Ue3 , this mall that i havent been to since its opening like donkey years ago because i was told the electronic concept store Sen Q was there . it was definately a place i wouldnt go again because the main attraction there was typical canto pop discotheque . urgh , i wouldnt wanna venture any nearer than i had to . looked around and was told there's no Sen Q . great , to my next task at hand then . dropped in KL's own competitive information technology mall consisting lotsa store selling hardwares and numerous pirated software . got myself a logitech webcam and an external mic cos my dad wanted it . had to get some more media for myself as i've downloaded quite a number of stuff on this pc . job done and had to drop by sentral's MAS office to collect my sticker and confirm my flight . sweet , all went well and i even booked my seat . had a bit more time so i headed towards my Sen Q store in Mid Valley only to arrive and was told no there's no such store there . superb . felt hungry so i dropped in sushi king for some takeaway . weird , they dont have rolls to take away considering its such a convinient item to have for lunch which is healthy and not fattening . took me a good couple of minutes explaining what i wanted and another 5 for them to prepared it . on top of that i had to pay through my nose for it . *business mind kicks in* . nothing much later on except hanging out with the guys at this place called 1 cafe . urgh , there's always a first time
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